How can I ever stay abreast reality? Why do I tend to fly away into some fatansical-illusionary world of all good?I need to be tied down to ground-reality. I need some bindings to keep me from floating away. Time has come to change my material type from a light-weight feather flake to a heavy will'ed stable soul.Abstract thoughts stay away. Concrete thoughts flow-in. Go slow. Work in progress.