Days are going pretty good these days. But all of a sudden, a thought flashes across my skeptical mind. Is it an illusion? I feel so fake...I mean Iam in no way faking to be happy. But I somehow don't feel so. I have no issues to crib about. I have no worries to break head unnecessarily. But it could be the withdrawal symptoms. Withdrawal from loneliness, depression and seclusion. Seclusion of thoghts, beliefs, and life. Maybe these are all the by products of me enetring a new world of novelty and happiness. Maybe these are the by products of "nirvana". Maybe....