Been quite some time since I felt like typing away. Well. Even though life had caught up good speed and was almost close to the right lane (apparently), I (read:human) strayed a little. And again, the hammer of realization stamped hard on me. Maybe I publicised myself as the "Solace Vendor and Soothe Service" expert. And then all of a sudden I had these "possessive" bills to pay for. I was sold out. I soon shut down the shop. No more "emotional dealings". Why complicate life ? It is as if I have this huge affinity towards pumping in unnecessary complicated issues and thoughts into my simple and smooth vein of life. Done with it!! Its all out of my system and am into life again. And this time I have decided for sure that no matter whatever happens I won't stray. Not at least in the direction that I was straying so far. Maybe a different perspective altogether. Slow transformation is the name of the phase. And Iam taking it smooth and slow. So many people around me whom I liked and had concern for. But just lost them all. Now Iam in pursuit of lost time and lost friends. Confessions I deliver, Apologies numerous. Fault unforgiven. Friends they were, friends they still are.