Mixed feelings! A blast from the recent past comes back at me. And I stand bewildered. What I desired, what I wanted "THEN" is coming to me "NOW". But between the THEN and the NOW, I had come to terms with my loss. I had convinced myself that I need to move on and not think about the past. I had pressed and smudged that chapter into my past, quite painfully though, but had successfully done so. And now that chapter shows hints of reopening. That is when Mr.mixed feelings comes into the picture. Should I? or shouldn't I? Uncertainty surely is an eternal haunt. I must say its immortal and inevitable. Creeps in anytime and everytime.

"Most often you don't get what you desire, but you can never escape what you deserve"