I so yearn for a moment. A moment of understanding. What is the depth of my wound? Deep enough to run through a lifetime. I don't know if I have hurt, but I sure know that I have been hurt. But again, I should come to terms with it all. Iam cruelly good at that. Non -reponsive uncertainties have enough dominated my life. Been fooled many times by what was said and what was meant. A straight and simple mind can't comprehend said but un-meant words. I have realised for sure my major weakness at referring to context. I might have referred to a totally wrong context altogether. Window and darkness! the best medicines. Let me start staring into the dark oblivion.Darkness is like the present. One can't see beyond it, he has to go through it to encounter light.There sure will be light!!I hope it's not that of an approaching vehicle!!

The end result - I lost.