Happy New Year. The whole world is out partying and here Iam secluded in my room with wool smothering me. Iam not well. Have high fever since morning. Seems like I never get to bid the old year goodbye. The day I had been waiting for the whole year, and here Iam feeling unwell and all cranky. I just want to cut away from this year. Since no one is around to talk to, I guess this blog is the only place where I can blabber. Anyway what else do I write. Waiting for a new beginning. Thank God its all over. Enjoy world!

Sunshine, awaits me. The beaming rays of warmth calling my wide open arms. A curious embrace and some moments to cherish. Beyond those times of fervor and bliss, I don't want to peep. A vent unfair? or fair it is? I know not. To find out, I set on. A journey through the unravelled. To unveil the bloom, a cosy winter to live. A change awaits. A new being on the other side. Oh! look it's me! a changed, blossomed me!Welcome to life. Rooted reality.

I have been shown a dream. I wish to pursue it. Is it a consummation or yet another blunder attack, I am yet to know. But again gray areas. Too good to believe?

Just another flash illustration, rather an attempt!

Today this very moment an uncanny sadness has tamed me. I have no complaints with life whatsoever. Its like any other's life. Nothing special or extremely depressing about mine. These bouts can't be averted apparently. It has happened to me so many times and everytime I feel guilty, I feel the utmost desire to cry. Tried living life as it was, and I was quite enjoying the way it has shaped up. At times I just like to get in touch with my suffered self and comfort it.

Iam on a different high these days! 23rd!

Thanking You

It keeps happening doesn't it!! I mean here Iam after being told that I have to complete a herculean amount of work, and when am so close, Iam told that I can take my time! So unfair! So all the prayers and good wishes that I have been accruing will have to be on hold till another week. Lots of polishing to do!! Who is talking about Cherry blossom??

Its monotone by intention. I dare not open my right eye. All I remember is a sound and hit! Slowly I opened my eyes, and there a drop of blood hanging by my brow. There it went crashing on the floor, cloning into bloody tens. The pain was quite on the bearable brink. It was yet another silly preposterous bathroom froath slips. NeverMind. A small signature underline over my right eye-brow, the only noticeable after effect. After that accident, I could see "shani" written all over! Yes indeed had it arrived? Not that I believe in it. Just to have someone to blame for! Well, that was some days ago. Day before, I had a great time, with a bunch of great friends. While all my batchmates were working away their stressed out back-sides, I was lazing away and chatting away! I was bound to be the target yet again! A day full of planning and scheduling, every work sorted out, was about to start off working. The phone rings bundled with a surprise! My scheduled review has been preponed quite amply. And here I was, dumbstruck!!Had to apply "squeeze" theory to practically shrink the amount of work-pile. Well!! Its great to see fire following my seat! Friday, the 17th will mark a significant streak in my life! Either green or red! Whatever it is, I have to go through with it! At times lfe does get back at you and you feel" Hey, life hasn't forgotten me afterall".Prayers!!Wishes!!