Sunday, November 19, 2006

Today this very moment an uncanny sadness has tamed me. I have no complaints with life whatsoever. Its like any other's life. Nothing special or extremely depressing about mine. These bouts can't be averted apparently. It has happened to me so many times and everytime I feel guilty, I feel the utmost desire to cry. Tried living life as it was, and I was quite enjoying the way it has shaped up. At times I just like to get in touch with my suffered self and comfort it.

Iam on a different high these days! 23rd!

Thanking You

Thursday, November 16, 2006

It keeps happening doesn't it!! I mean here Iam after being told that I have to complete a herculean amount of work, and when am so close, Iam told that I can take my time! So unfair! So all the prayers and good wishes that I have been accruing will have to be on hold till another week. Lots of polishing to do!! Who is talking about Cherry blossom??

Sunday, November 12, 2006

Its monotone by intention. I dare not open my right eye. All I remember is a sound and hit! Slowly I opened my eyes, and there a drop of blood hanging by my brow. There it went crashing on the floor, cloning into bloody tens. The pain was quite on the bearable brink. It was yet another silly preposterous bathroom froath slips. NeverMind. A small signature underline over my right eye-brow, the only noticeable after effect. After that accident, I could see "shani" written all over! Yes indeed had it arrived? Not that I believe in it. Just to have someone to blame for! Well, that was some days ago. Day before, I had a great time, with a bunch of great friends. While all my batchmates were working away their stressed out back-sides, I was lazing away and chatting away! I was bound to be the target yet again! A day full of planning and scheduling, every work sorted out, was about to start off working. The phone rings bundled with a surprise! My scheduled review has been preponed quite amply. And here I was, dumbstruck!!Had to apply "squeeze" theory to practically shrink the amount of work-pile. Well!! Its great to see fire following my seat! Friday, the 17th will mark a significant streak in my life! Either green or red! Whatever it is, I have to go through with it! At times lfe does get back at you and you feel" Hey, life hasn't forgotten me afterall".Prayers!!Wishes!!

Saturday, November 04, 2006

"Alls well that ends well". But when does it end? Is there anything at all that ends? Things just seem to go on forever and ever. Today I was having dinner with a friend and this thought started haunting me. Well, nothing more to add at this point at least. Have loads of work pending. Tomorrow again is another crucial day.